I’m a lot calmer now than I was before. Got news from Sandy, Joe… …I can’t say much. Haha. Here, on the Internet, I can’t say much. Maybe no one will read this, maybe everyone will, who knows. Maybe it won’t matter in ten years. I don’t know.

My anxiety is gone, I can rest easy and focus on… reading. Relaxing. Swimming. Exercising. Doing everything I can when I’m not searching for jobs and applying. Man, is it tedious to have to tailor EVERY single CV for each job opening. I even got off my ass and updated my LinkedIn. Which I doubt I’ll ever really use. We’ll see how long it takes for me to get a new job. I’m in no hurry, though.

Some people nearby set off fireworks ahead of Fourth of July. It was beautiful. I’m looking forward to going to the Freedom From Pants Ride tomorrow night, and swimming with other people. It’ll be a nice way to celebrate the summer.

I don’t have much else to say, not at this current time. …I do have a lot to think about. But life is going on, at its easy-going, steady pace. Everything is going fine, even if in unexpected directions. Another year will pass… Eventually, I’ll marry. And I’ll be further entrenched in some kind of stability as the entire world around me goes off the rails. Wow.